Aug 25, 2012

long journey to go......

Times passes by, proven the toughness and solidity of our love.
I'm getting more and more loving you.
Immolate is thing I will do in this relationship, no matter how hard it could be.
I'm so true towards you.
I'm trying my very best to be a satisfiability girlfriend.

No doubt, every couple hope they will have eternity love.
So do I.

I'm really appreciative knowledge you taught me between these couple months.
And I'm trying so hard to understanding and accept everything of you.

I'm blissful, to have you by my side.
Love.

"I say love, Is a flower,
 And you, Its only seed"


Jul 26, 2012

A new Chapter

Reading blogger's new post is the motivation for me to write my new post.
Today's blog is about my current life style, new life begun.

Yeap, I'm in love. With a cool guy.
My very first speed dating in my life. Maybe people think that we're too fast to get together, but is okay for us, as long as we know what we wanted. We are now working and have our own career, 50% might going to career and another 50% is for our relationship. He always asked me to concentrate more on my career, be a responsible people, work harder. 

I'm a girl who never taste bitterness before. There is only happened once in my life, 2 weeks before CNY. I lose 3kg due to that sad case, I cannot swallow foods, water. I couldn't sleep well and awake in the midnight at least 4-5 times for continuously 3-4 days. The worst experience I had before. And I am so sorry for giving you guys troublesome, deep apologize to whom related especially the one who helping me so much last time. I'm growth in a happy family, get whatever I wanting but I never cherish everything oftentimes. I am so lucky to work in a no-pressure salon. And soon, I found out that my life changed, my attitude changed cause I'm too free here and slowly making me laziness and less motivation to carry on my work. That's how I passed my life in the past 1.5 years. Maybe friends are admiring me, but seriously I need to jump out from this kind of working environment. Is planning shift to somewhere far away from home build my own career. But everything is still under planning.


Talk about him. He is an honest guy who can talk very straight, his words always hurt me, my weakness. But every time after I filtered what he told me, I realise his words could toughen me. Thanks, thanks for being honest and telling me the truth. I know I can be tough without you by my side. LDR ain't easy but we can make it. It's all about honest, loyalty, sincere and trusted, as how you told me from the first day.


I understand maybe you're kinda pissed me off when I need you repeat maybe twice for the thing you telling me, but please trust me I'm truly listening your words. Sometimes I couldn't get what you saying is because your English might be too hard for me? Or I couldn't hear you clearly. I'm listening every words of you and I'm trying to memorize all. Absent-minded is not an excuse for me since the day I be with you, cause I'm taking the risk and I knew it. I'm working hard on learning English too, I trust communication is not a problem between us. We can still talk happily and sharing our stories no matter how weak my English is.

Everything you taught me, I do appreciate. You brighten up my life. Thank you!
I love you.



Jul 9, 2012

My first backpack


Enjoying my life very much after the end of stage.
Close friends said I'm getting mature, glad to hear that.
At least I'd change a little of mine this year.
I'm tough, I'd changed, I'm alive!! Thanks God!!

Achieved my first dream, is all done by myself.
Backpack is one of my dream, a big dream, to travel all around the world.
As a beginner, I would like to pay a visit in my country before head for oversea.
It's kind of dangerous for a girl walk alone on the dark street.
But I never think too much about it as I think I have to protect myself since I'm alone.

Bought depart and return bus tickets, pack few clothes and brought important stuff.
Started my journey on Saturday evening, reached KL on 9.45pm.
Walk about 1.2km from Puduraya bus station to Hotel.
Yea, I admit I'm a bit afraid when I'm walking alone.
But I trust I can take care myself well, so.. just go ahead.

Thanks God I reached the familiar hotel which I'd been here 2-3 times before.
RM40 for a night, stayed in dorm. Suddenly felt that I can be that independent without anyone's cares.
Staying with 2 women from western country.
Choose upper bed because I feel safety than sleep bottom bed.

Take a rest and hunting for food on about 10.30pm.
Went Wing's Cafe, ate Spaghetti and drank red bean green tea.
Listening to live music, keep Whatsapp with cousin to let them know I'm safe here.
Contacted Mei Mei, she's coming to the town on the second morning, we date and hang out together.
Had been sitting at Wing's for about 2.5 hours. I'm tired.
Shower and dry my hair. Is about 2am. I'm insomnia.
Thinking about my future, my relationship, my family, my friendship, my career.

Rolling here and there on the comfy bed.
My brain is stucking with all this things.
3am, a roommate woke up with messy hair and disorder attire. Rushing to somewhere with her backpack.
Guess she's overslept and rushing to airport or another destination.


Finally slept on 4am, but not really sleep well, don't know why.


Awake without alarm on 7.30am. Sunlight shining through my private window.
First feeling on the morning is, THANKS GOD I'M STILL ALIVE!!
Rolling on bed until 8.30am, move my ass to downstairs had my breakfast.
Rich breakfast comes with roti canai, hot milo, watermelon, breads.

9.30am, carry on my sweet dream until 11.20am.
Wake up in a rush and shower, dry hair all.
Checked out on 12 sharp.
Do some research on way to my destination.
Is disappointed when found out that Stadium Merdeka is far a way from me.
Decided just walk around golden-triangle after that.

Tied up my hair, wearing suitable attire, with canvas shoes.
Started my journey with my bag.
Date Mei Mei on 1.30pm and we finally met!!


Explored Petrosains. Is freakin crowded on that day since it was weekend.
Played something crazy with Mei Mei. Felt very uncomfortable after that thingy :(
My science's knowledge improved a bit, happy.

Is about time to leave, separated with Mei Mei after few hours met.
Both walking to different ways, different destination.
That's how life begun.

Friends, is a very important people in your whole life.
You will need them all the time.
Do not simply abandon your friends.
Lend a helping hand as they really need you!!

I love my friends <3


 Last but not least, share some photos of the hotel :



Jun 14, 2012

14/06/12

I need a crying shoulder, I'm really tired.
I'm quite lost and don't know what I really tired for.
Just.... EMO

Maybe a little tipsy could help me spread all those shits out.
I'm just trying to escape everything and lazy to share.
No worry and sad face you can see through my face, cause I'm always the Happy-Go-Lucky person.

Love songs recently especially sang by the talented people.
One of the most powderful + meaningful song I liked, will sing to someone when they need me :)

Jun 4, 2012

EMO

Many of my friends getting more and more emo nowadays.
Maybe due to graduation and some of them just broken up their relationship.
So do I. I emo because I'm lost myself. Not really clear what I'm actually doing.
Need a break but need money, need a travel but sometimes travel alone seems lonely.

Planning to get something for my coming 21st birthday.
Hope to get something from parents but obviously it won't appear in my life.
Gonna get something precious for myself. Decided! But freaking costly.

Hope my planning for bash could happen! Still considering how to make it works.
Everything need money, everyone busy.

Done my blog today.

May 29, 2012

爱情, 我不懂

每个人体内都存在着无名的情绪与个性
人与人的相处之道 我不懂

前辈者常言 做好自己的本分 不要轻易为他人改变原来的你
也许因为这样我过分地展示出了自我的一面
我洒脱地放弃了三年的爱情
我可以很坚强 很潇洒
不去怀念当时那过分依赖你的自己


常常要提醒自己
任何事都会过去的 无论是人际工作家庭或感情
痛快的号啕大哭一场 抹去脸上的泪水
振作起来勇敢面对将来的事
那一刻 我学习了独立



反复的在网上看了一个又一个的求婚影片
曾经充满着被求婚欲望 结婚生子的幻想
原来这一切非简单且困难
打消了这个早婚的念头
为自己未来的路建造着更好的路

从求婚至接新娘的影片 我大概都观看过
由于我的人比较眼浅
无论观看多少遍新人影片
泪水还是会很自然的在眼眶里打滚

很难想象结婚以后要离开依偎着父母的怀抱
温暖且熟悉的家 兄妹们的喧哗吵架声
搬迁到一个你将会付托终生的另一半的家
陌生又没安全感的新生活

以后的路没人懂惟有天知道
从前希望未来过着平庸且简单生活的我
如今却梦想着未来那般舒适且物质化的自己
看来真的要认清自己 把不好的都改掉
以便有着踏实的生活

90后的年轻人
不要轻言为他人许下承诺
更不要让他人对你有着充满希望未来的那种欲望
不熬不知钱难赚 不过不知生活苦

对于工作有了大不同的想法
撤销了老套古板的观念
人生短短数十年
年轻是不闯难道要等到七老八十才来打拼吗?