Braces

My dear teeth-ies, can you all just stand straight and don't moving here and there?
I'm getting annoyed!! In the aged of 15, I've decided to wear braces.
Even I'm 20th now I also don't know why I've decided to do that kind of big matter.
For almost 2 years I wearing braces, people starring in school, laughing everywhere,
but I enjoyed it much!! Cause I felt joyful with my braces, using my tongue played with
those metal, rubber band, and with the hole after extraction.

2 years later, is time to wear retainer and I refuse it. That's a rushing time in my life
due to SPM examination, and 好衰吾衰 when I used to wear retainer, my 牙肉 were painful
since I put retainer on. And I've no time to go Ipoh for just fixing retainer.
Maybe no one knows my feeling when the retainer was stuck!!
And I was like hmmm..算罢啦 wear or don't wear is okay for me! Without 2 months I've throw it away!
Now only I wonder how useful and meaningful is the retainer!! Please come back to me!!

Sooner later I ate a lot of sweets and junk food, my God..I need filling more!!Filling just in front and
still got hole at the back.Sometimes the hole stucked food and it could make me pain until commit suicide.
I'm working now and I could afford to re-brace or even filling. But, I assure my dad will kill me
if I discuss this case with him!Cause he was the first who brought me to dental and paid
the whole treatment for me, but now I've destroy and wasted his money!!Arghh..Is totally confusing!!

Alright, anyway I've decided to do filling before I decide to re-brace..That's all..
Unless they're anything I have to do before filling..